Wanna Play Doctor?

[carlisle]

do you really love my soul, even after i hated you?

Carlisle Cullen goes by Carlisle or Doctor, or Dad but nothing else; he's straight, and quite the well-adjusted vampire; he doesn't do one-night stands, so don't bother; he's twenty-three, but feels like he's nearing four-hundred; he's the most compassionate man you'll ever meet.

*LIKEFAMILYyou cause the smile && the teardrops in my eyes
*InSePeRaBlEyou try to walk away && tell me everything is okay
*AtTaChEd@ThEhIpwhen i'm in your arms is when i feel the best, safe with you...
*PaRt'NaInCrImEyou're the one real thing, the one true thing that i know
*BeStFrIeNdSmy soul is satisfied because your love keeps me alive
*ReAlLyClOsEi am yours, you are mine, you're not fading in my eyes
*PrEtTyClOsEwhen you're feeling weak, you know i'm strong enough
*DeCeNtFrIeNdSi'll stand beside you, never leave through it all
*GrOwInGfRiEnDskill me, heal me, on && on, i can't live without it
*PaRtYpAlScome down to me, don't ever say that it's over
*ChIlDhOoDpAlSwhy do i have to beg when all that's left is a memory?
*ClAsSfRiEnDsam i a lunatic? i'm going crazy for just a touch from you
*HoUsEmAtEsi stand here closed && open praying for the summer rains
*FrIeNdOfAfRiEnDdo you really know my name, can i really come to you?
*AcQuAiNtAnCeSi'm stretching but you're just out of reach

*HARDCOREHATEi'd rather rot alone then spend one minute with you
*MuTuAlHaTeyou're worth so much, so easily crushed, like everyone else
*OnEsIdEdHaTeno one escapes every breath we take, dealing with our skeletons
*MuTuAlDiSlIkEfeel you scratching at the surface under my skin
*OnEsIdEdDiSlIkEthe worst is the waiting, in this room i'm suffocating
*MuTuAlDiSlIkEall they want is for us to live in fear, can we hold on?
*OnEsIdEdAnNoYaNcEyou're worth so much, it'll never be enough
*YoUcHeAtEdOnMeyou mean so much, heaven would touch humankind for you
*IcHeAtEdOnYoUyou're not the only one drowning in imperfection
*YoUbAcKsTaBbEdMetears falling down again, come let the healing begin
*IbAcKsTaBbEdYoUyou're drowning in your imperfection
*NoN-fRiEnDlYrIvAlwhen i hurt, when i bleed, you're holding me
*FrIeNdLyRiVaLhow could you hate me when all i wanted to be was you?
*KiDdIeRiVaLyour failures devour your heart every hour
*HoUsErIvAlyou fall to your knees, you beg, you plead...
*LoVeHaTecan i be somebody else for all the times i hate myself?
*ByAsSoCiAtIoNyou seem so far from everything you're wanting to be

*FiNaLlOvEoh how i adore you, how i thirst for you, how i need you
*InLoVerebirthing now, wanna live my life && give you everything
*IlOvEyOufeel you every heartbeat, feel you on these empty nights
*YoUlOvEmEyour presence is filling up my lungs with oxygen, take you in...
*CuRrEnTlOvEhow can i tell you all that you are? what you do to me...
*FuTuReLoVetell me when i'm gonna live again, when this fear will end
*PoSsIbLeLoVerebirthing now, wanna live for love, && for you && me
*PaSt|GoOdcalm the ache, stop the shakes, you clear my mind
*PaSt|BaDi see you standing here but you're so far away
*PaSt|ChEmIsTrYyou're better than drugs, your love's like wine, addicted for life
*PaSt|WaNtItBaCkyou're my addiction my perscription, my antidote
*MuTuAlCrUsHfeel you comin' so fast, feel you comin' to get me high
*OnEsIdEdCrUsHfeel you when i'm restless, feel you when i cannot cope
*FrIeNdSw|BeNeFiTsi'm waiting for the right time, for the day i catch your eye
*FuCkBuDdIeSwon't you believe all the things i see in you?
*CuRrEnTfLiNgi won't let you say goodbye, i'll be your reason why
*PaStFlInGyou're my escape from this messed up place
*OnEnIgHtStAnDparalytic inside this soul, screaming for you 'til my throa's numb
*MaKeOuTbUdDiEstell me when i'm gonna feel inside, when i'm gonna feel alive
*SeXuAlTeNsIoNyou should know i'm ready when you're ready for me
*MuTuAlFlIrTsyou kill the poison, you ease the suffering
*OnEsIdEdFlIrTscalm the rage when i'm afraid to feel again
*On&&OfFtell me when i'm gonna live again, when i'm gonna breathe you in

*ClOsEfAmIlYbreathe for the first time now, i came alive somehow
*DiStAnTfAmIlYcould i be lost? could i disappear? would you find me here
*BaDiNfLuEnCeyour love, my gift, you go && i will follow my dream, my wish
*GoOdInFlUeNcEit's just a phase, you'll be okay, you're fine, i know it's a lie
*MiXeDfEeLiNgSi spend my days tangled in thoughts of you, stuck in this place.
*MuTuAlReSpEcTyou go through so much, but i could be the one to hold you
*IrEsPeCtYoUyour touch is what i'm missing, i'm slowly losing you
*YoUrEsPeCtMeit's better than going mad trying to solve the problems
*IaDmIrEyOui hate living without you, dead wrong to ever doubt you
*YoUaDmIrEmEcan't stop me from falling apart, my self-destruction is your fault
*IpRoTeCtYoUwe're healing, it's killing us inside, can we take a chance?
*YoUpRoTeCtMei remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all
*StAlKeRstarving for your attention, you don't even know my name
*ObSeSsIoNyou're my only infatuation, don't leave me stranded in obsession
*FaMiLyFrIeNdi wonder why you're hurting, wish i had a way to say...
*FaMiLyEnEmYi hate feeling like this, so tired of trying to fight this
*MeNtOryour touch, your ways, leave me dumb without reason
*OtHeR|sPeCiFyhow special you are, revel in the day, you're wonderfully made

this plot was made by Marie. if you want one, PM her under Angelyka Fairchild. the colors were done by this color blender. the lyrics are all from skillet, and can be found here. inspiration is other plot pages as always, but it's 100% made and coded by me. there are seventy-three relationships, so obviously BE ORIGINAL! Carlisle doesn't need 50 lovers, friends, enemies, or other. she needs a mixture of them all. there is a huge difference between fuck buddies and friends with benefits, and if you're unsure about it PM me and ask. i have final say in the relationships, and don't you dare say 'put me anywhere' or we'll have problems. wrap it all in code and use the pretty little color codes i provide in the next post, please and thank you!

[carlisle]

The color codes are complicated, so I'm posting a thread with just the color codes on it for all of you who read the rules and want to keep me in a good mood. =P


[color=FFFFFF]*LIKEFAMILY[/color]
[color=FFFFE8]*INSEPERABLE[/color]
[color=FFFFD1]*ATTACHED@THEHIP[/color]
[color=FFFFB9]*PART'NAINCRIME[/color]
[color=FFFFA2]*BESTFRIENDS[/color]
[color=FFFF8B]*REALLYCLOSE[/color]
[color=FFFF74]*PRETTYCLOSE[/color]
[color=FFFF5D]*DECENTFRIENDS[/color]
[color=FFFF46]*GROWINGFRIENDS[/color]
[color=FFFF2E]*PARTYPALS[/color]
[color=FFFF17]*CHILDHOODPALS[/color]
[color=FFFF00]*CLASSFRIENDS[/color]
[color=FFF100]*HOUSEMATES[/color]
[color=FFE300]*FRIENDOFAFRIEND[/color]
[color=FFD500]*ACQUAINTANCES[/color]
[color=FFFFFF]*HARDCOREHATE[/color]
[color=E3FFE3]*MUTUALHATE[/color]
[color=C6FFC6]*ONESIDEDHATE[/color]
[color=AAFFAA]*MUTUALDISLIKE[/color]
[color=8EFF8E]*ONESIDEDDISLIKE[/color]
[color=71FF71]*MUTUALANNOYANCE[/color]
[color=55DD55]*ONESIDEDANNOYANCE[/color]
[color=39FF39]*YOUCHEATEDONME[/color]
[color=1CFF1C]*ICHEATEDONYOU[/color]
[color=00FF00]*YOUBACKSTABBEDME[/color]
[color=00EC00]*IBACKSTABBEDYOU[/color]
[color=00DA00]*NON-FRIENDLYRIVAL[/color]
[color=00C700]*FRIENDLYRIVAL[/color]
[color=00B500]*KIDDIERIVAL[/color]
[color=00A200]*HOUSERIVAL[/color]
[color=009000]*LOVEHATE[/color]
[color=007D00]*BYASSOCIATION[/color]
[color=FFFFFF]*FINALLOVE[/color]
[color=FFE8F6]*INLOVE[/color]
[color=FFD1EC]*ILOVEYOU[/color]
[color=FFB9E3]*YOULOVEME[/color]
[color=FFA2DA]*CURRENTLOVE[/color]
[color=FF8BD1]*FUTURELOVE[/color]
[color=FF74C8]*POSSIBLELOVE[/color]
[color=FF5DBE]*PAST|GOOD[/color]
[color=FF46B5]*PAST|BAD[/color]
[color=FF2EAC]*PAST|CHEMISTRY[/color]
[color=FF17A2]*PAST|WANTITBACK[/color]
[color=FF0099]*MUTUALCRUSH[/color]
[color=F6008B]*ONESIDEDCRUSH[/color]
[color=EC007D]*FRIENDSW|BENEFITS[/color]
[color=E3006F]*FUCKBUDDIES[/color]
[color=DA006A]*CURRENTFLING[/color]
[color=D10053]*PASTFLING[/color]
[color=C70046]*ONENIGHTSTAND[/color]
[color=BE0038]*MAKEOUTBUDDIES[/color]
[color=B5002A]*SEXUALTENSION[/color]
[color=AC001C]*MUTUALFLIRTS[/color]
[color=A2000E]*ONESIDEDFLIRTS[/color]
[color=990000]*ON&&OFF[/color]
[color=FFFFFF]*CLOSEFAMILY[/color]
[color=E6FFFF]*DISTANTFAMILY[/color]
[color=CCFFFF]*BADINFLUENCE[/color]
[color=B3FFFF]*GOODINFLUENCE[/color]
[color=99FFFF]*MIXEDFEELINGS[/color]
[color=80FFFF]*MUTUALRESPECT[/color]
[color=66FFFF]*IRESPECTYOU[/color]
[color=5DE8FF]*YOURESPECTME[/color]
[color=53D1FF]*IADMIREYOU[/color]
[color=4AB9FF]*YOUADMIREME[/color]
[color=41A2FF]*IPROTECTYOU[/color]
[color=388BFF]*YOUPROTECTME[/color]
[color=2E74FF]*STALKER[/color]
[color=255DFF]*OBSESSION[/color]
[color=1C46FF]*FAMILYFRIEND[/color]
[color=132EFF]*FAMILYENEMY[/color]
[color=0917FF]*MENTOR[/color]
[color=0000FF]*OTHER|SPECIFY[/color]

[carlisle]

EXAMPLE:

{{angelykaMARIEfairchild}}
vampireseventeenyearfemale
*FINALLOVE
*INLOVE
*ILOVEYOU
*YOULOVEME
*CURRENTLOVE
(copy pasted from list above)
angelyka says ;;; omg your my best friend in the while wide world i love you.
but {{ || angel ||}} says ;;; oh em gee i love you too. You are my total bestie! [/b][/font][/size]





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[size=0][font=verdana][u]race[/u][b]agewrittenout[/b][s]year[/s][i]sex[/i]
*relationship
*relationship
*relationship
*relationship
*relationship
[b]yourcharactersname[/b] says ;;; first person, 5-10 sentences
[b]but [color=lightBlue]Carlisle[/color][/b] says ;;; leave this [b][u]blank[/u][/b][/font][/size]

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[carlisle]

THE LIST

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The angels of my nightmares[/color]


{{esmeANNEcullen}}
vampireone hundread and twelveyearfemale
*CLOSEFAMILY
*INSEPERABLE
*ATTACHED@THEHIP
*FINALLOVE
*IPROTECTYOU
*YOUPROTECTME
*OTHER|SOUL MATE
esme says ;;; Carlisle you are my past present and future. When I first met you when I was only sixteen I fell in love, but our love then was not meant to be. I often wonder what it would have been like if you had changed me then, instead of me living my broken life until you found me dying. Your are my soul mate, my husband, my love and much more, we keep each other strong though the bad times and share the good times. Because of you we have such an amazing family, you have given to me what life had taken away and knowing that I will forever be at your side makes me happier than I ever thought possible.
but Carlisle says ;;; You are the most important part of my family, of my life, of my soul. Without you, there would be no point in continuing. I have often wondered why I was damned and forced to become a vampire. Upon meeting you I knew why. My only reason for existence and eternal life is you. When we first met, I knew at once I would love you forever. You were special to me then, but I could not condem you to the life I lived. Fate would not leave me so eternally unhappy and once again I found you and instead of taking your life from you, I was able to offer you more. I will be there for you until all time ends, and beyond that.



{{angelykaMARIEfairchild}}
vampireseventeenyearfemale

*HOUSEMATES
*CLOSEFAMILY
*PARENTALFIGURE
*YOUPROTECTME

angel says ;;; You have been my father figure since i became this monster. You taught me how to be good. I will never forget that. i fight with Edward all the time but that doesn't mean i don't love you like a father. I will always love you like a father. No matter what happens.
but {{ || carlisle||}} says ;;; Since the moment I knew of your existence, you became part of my family. You were destined to be one of the Cullens, and I consider you daughter. While you might test some of the other members of the family, or just one, I don't think we'd be whole without you.


{{maryALICEcullen}}
VampireOne Hundread and Sixyearfemale
*REALLYCLOSE
*ILOVEYOU
*CLOSEFAMILY
*GOODINFLUENCE
*IRESPECTYOU
*YOUPROTECTME
*MENTOR

Alice says ;;; I knew before I met you that you would be like a father to me and Jasper. You took us in even though you didnt know us and you have always been there when I have needed your advice. I could not ask for a better father or mentor. When I dont know what to do you are always there to advise me, to help keep me strong when my visions get too much to handle. When I need you, you are always there and what more could I ever want? I love you as family, I never knew what family was until you took my in and I have learned so much. No matter what I will always be there for you as you are for me.
but Carlisle says ;;; My family and my life was incomplete before you and your mate found us. You are the brightest member of the Cullen clan, and your spirit is one that I don't think we could do without. You are a special being, unlike anyone I have ever met, and I feel forever blessed to have you in my life. I will always be there for you, no matter the circumstance.


{{faeLEIGHrose}}
HumanSevenyearFemale

*INSEPERABLE
*LIKEFAMILY
*GOODINFLUENCE
*IRESPECTYOU
*YOUPROTECTME
*MENTOR

Fae'Lee says ;;; You are the Angel sent from heaven to guard over me so my daddy couldnt hurt me any more. I never knew what safety felt like until I was held in your arms, I only wish my mommy had been safe too. I have never trusted a man before, I have only ever had my mommy, but now she is gone I know that you will always be looking over me.
but Carlisle says ;;; I never expected to have a child in my life after I had been changed. That day I stumbled upon you in the woods proved me wrong. I knew once I found you that I would never be able to part with you. I knew I would never be able to not know that you were ok. While your are an odd addition to our particular family, it seems that you will fit in well. I will always adore and protect you, until the end of time.
The unsuspecting victims




{{edwardANTHONYcullen}}


vampireseventeenyearmale

*HOUSEMATES
*CLOSEFAMILY
*GOODINFLUENCE
*MUTUALRESPECT
*IADMIREYOU
*YOUPROTECTME
*MENTOR
*FATHER


Edward says ;;; "I've known you longer than I have ever know another soul. You are my father, and I care for you greatly. Not only would I have died without you, but I would never have found the family that completed me."

but Carlisle says ;;; "You were the first person I changed and the first companion in my life. You are my son, and I while I love all of my children equally, you will always be special to me. I worry about your temper, and the difficulties that you have adjusting at times. I hate that over a century has passed in your life and you haven't found the happiness that the rest of your family has. I will always be there for you.”


{{zavierCYRUStheroux}}
VampireThree Hundread and Fifty Sevenyearmale
*ACQUAINTANCES
*GOODINFLUENCE
*MENTOR
*MUTUALRESPECT
*FRIENDLYRIVAL
Zavier says ;;; I had heard of you Carlisle, and I must admit it was my respect for you that kept me from doing anything stupid when Edward confronted me. We have walked the earth for around the same time and I only hope that there can be peace between us. I know we are not the same, but I am not a monster, I only hope that in time I can prove this to you.
but Carlisle says ;;; In truth, I do not know what to think of you Zavier. You have been a respected doctor, like myself, for many, many years. Yet somehow you remain to be the thing that I consider monstrous while at the same time, not being a monster at all. I respect your work, and your semblance of control, but I will remain wary of you. Until I get to know you better.

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[Marius Benoit]

{{mariusGABRIELbenoit}}
vampiretwo hundred and twenty20male
*PRETTYCLOSE
*GOODINFLUENCE
*IRESPECTYOU
*IADMIREYOU
*MENTOR
marius says ;;; Was it really nearly 200 years since we spent that time together? I am happy that at last I have found you again my friend, your words of wisdom during my darkest hours brought me strength and hope. I have spent a long time looking for you again and now I am here I feel like a part of me has been found. I hope that once again our friendship will grow and this time I vow it shall remain.
but Carlisle says ;;; Marius, my friend, I am glad that you once again have returned to my life. When we met over two hundred years ago I was impressed with your resistance to human blood. In this time we meet again, and still you keep to your promise. I am proud to call you friend.

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[size=0][font=verdana][u]vampire[/u][b]two hundred and twenty[/b][s]20[/s][i]male[/i]
[color=FFFF74]*PRETTYCLOSE[/color]
[color=B3FFFF]*GOODINFLUENCE[/color]
[color=66FFFF]*IRESPECTYOU[/color]
[color=53D1FF]*IADMIREYOU[/color]
[color=0917FF]*MENTOR[/color]
[b]marius[/b] says ;;; Was it really nearly 200 years since we spent that time together? I am happy that at last I have found you again my friend, your words of wisdom during my darkest hours brought me strength and hope. I have spent a long time looking for you again and now I am here I feel like a part of me has been found. I hope that once again our friendship will grow and this time I vow it shall remain.
[b]but [color=lightBlue]Carlisle[/color][/b] says ;;; Marius, my friend, I am glad that you once again have returned to my life. When we met over two hundred years ago I was impressed with your resistance to human blood. In this time we meet again, and still you keep to your promise. I am proud to call you friend.[/font][/size]